Some day’s are better than others and some days, like today, I just break.

Burst into tears for no reason.

Run a bath so I can’t hear myself cry, sit in the tub with a face cloth over a tear drenched face… “I can’t keep doing this” I tell myself everyday.

“They deserve better” I whisper each day but my heart refuses to listen as my brain reasons against it in your favor.

Most mornings I sit in the train with a piercing pain in my chest that just seems to unlock the water works in my eyes.

I wear my shades even with no sun just so they won’t see the war going on to keep the tears from falling; I plant my face in different books daily and try hard to focus on what I read but my eyes never seem to work with me as they always…

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